JOCELYN FLORES LYRICS BY XXXTENTACION

i know you are somewhere,somewhere
i have been trapped inmy mind,girl,just holdin'on
i don't wanna pretend we're somethin'we're nothin'
i have been stuck thinkin'bout her,i can'y hold on

i'm in pain ,wanna put 10 shots in my brain
i've been trippin'bout some things ,can't change
suicidal ,same time i'm tame
picture this,in bed,get a phone call
girl that you fucked with killed herself

that was this summer and nobody helped
and ever since then ,man i hate myself
wanna fuckin' end it,pessimistic
all wanna see me with nopot to piss in
but niggas been excited 'bout the grave i'm diggin'

having converstaions about my haste decisions
fucking sickening at the same time
memories surface through the grapevine
about my uncle pyaying with a slip knot
post-traumatic stress got me fucked up
been fucked upsince the couple months they had a nigga locked up

i'll be feeling pain,i'll be feeling pain just to hold on
and i don't feel the same,i'm so numb
i'll be feeling pain,i'll be feeling pain just to hold on
and i don't feel the same,i'm so numb